What Are the Three Things That Have Made Me Smile This Week?
- Returning to Drama School
- Cleaning Out my Wardrobe
- Smiling, All Week!!!!!!!!
Okay, so you may be wondering – why the sudden change in attitude? It’s down to a couple of changes made during these past two weeks.
The first thing that happened was participating in an actual Open Mic Night. After my sadness over the Blue Tea Rose situation, my Dad suggested that I should try and sing on stage. And that’s what I did – and to my delight, the band, and Dad, were playing, and singing with me while the entire audience (including my Mum) were cheering and singing along. I couldn’t have been happier, than to have shared the spotlight again with the most wonderful people on earth.
Song #1: Bitch by Meredith Brooks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ge53QaDpKQ
Song #2: Valerie by Amy Winehouse & Mark Ronson: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHCrfXCSKg8
These were the songs I sang at the Open Mic Night. 😉
The second thing was my life, over my online dating. However, I’m not going to tell you what it is because a) it’s a surprise and b) I need to be sure before I can say what it is; it’s still in the early stages and I don’t feel I’m ready to announce this news to the world (yet).
The last thing was Kat’s surprise return.
This week, Kat text me to say (too my delight) that she was staying in the city for the weekend. So, we met up today, having coffee and then, shopping! We really missed each other and didn’t want to be apart. Kat’s going back tomorrow; however, she’ll be back in two weeks. So, it won’t be long before we’ll be partying again. 🙂
All of these wonderful gifts have got me thinking – surprises can happen, in a way that you may not expect. I feel like I am the luckiest woman in the universe right now. And as I am preparing to start a new year at Drama school, I pray and politely ask to the Universe to help me achieve my dreams and to make them a reality. I’m opening up to anything and possibility that special someone…
Song #3: Fight Song by Rachel Platten: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8qDOGLCSFo
I am taking back my life – in a whole new direction. 🙂
What Are the Three Things That Have Made Me Smile This Week?
Please note: This is independent research and I have taken great care to not copy from other websites (which I have used for this report). I know that I might be graded for this, since it’s for Drama school but I thought I would share this with you guys too. Please let me know what you think in the comments section below. 🙂
Last week, I had a lesson at Drama school, where I learnt about Sigmund Freud. Alongside my peers, we gathered together, researched a few facts about him and shared them amongst each other. Afterwards, my teacher asked us about what we would like to find on Freud; I said that I want to focus on Freud’s books and how his work continues on into the twenty-first century.
After my lesson, I decided to do some independent research and send it, as an assignment to my teachers; when I finished, I found that my research on Sigmund Freud was more interesting than I thought it was going to be. During my time, I began to feel as though I was Sherlock Holmes and I was uncovering Freud’s life and work. This is what I found about Freud; his life, work, discoveries on his most famous study cases and how they still intrigue us today.
Freud is the twentieth century’s most famous figures; as well as writing three-hundred books, essays, and articles, he also drafted up theories of human psychology and became a prolific writer. These works include:
Through his work, Freud became an Austrian neurologist and the founder of psychoanalysis. He had made revolutionary ideas that have changed the world, and the way we believe of the human body, mind and today. Here are, I believe, three important key discoveries, through pure interests Freud found during his lifetime:
Freud would later abandon hypnotism; he replaced this interest with free association and dream analysis in what we now know as “the talking cure.” These became the basic elements for psychoanalysis.
Freud also believes that the unconscious reveals itself in a symbolic language since its contents could be disturbing or harmful. This aspects of the mind categorized into three parts:
* All three aspects of the mind were published Freud’s 1923 novel, ‘The Ego and the Id’.
Whilst dreaming, dreamers are able to see into their unconsciousness or id; when the body guards aren’t operating, they give dreamers opportunities to act out and express the id’s hidden desires whilst they are in a dream state. However, the strong feelings of id could be disturbing and psychologically harmful, like a censor coming to play and translate the id’s disturbing content into an acceptable symbolic form. This helps to conserve sleep and prevent the dreamer from waking up, shocked with the images that’ll go through the mind. This leads up to confusing and cryptic dream images.
When a person awakes from sleep, that the urge and desires of id are conquered by the superego. And while the superego is working, it protects the mind from disturbing images we see in our nightmares and desires.
Also, Freud had a passionate interest in hysteria, which since then has been renamed as conversion syndrome. Conversion Syndrome (or Conversion Disorder) is a mental disorder were patients suffer from psychological distress, due to neurological symptoms. These include fits, blindness and numbness. One case study of Conversion Disorder (which was to be Freud’s well recognised theories) involved a young woman. This study became known as Dora: An Analysis of a Case of Hysteria (published 1905); it centres on “Dora”, whose real name is Ida Bauer, who had limb pains and aphonia (or loss of voice). In it, Freud digs into “Dora’s” life and inner thoughts so he could see what was going through her mind. At home, “Dora” lived with her parents and through them, her and her family were close to another couple, Herr and Frau K. This relationship worries “Dora’s” father, as he believes that Herr K properly had inappropriate sexual conduct with his daughter while Herr K was still married. Whatever the outcome was (whither Herr K may have or haven’t had sexual intercourse, sexually assaulted or had any sexual activity with “Dora”), Herr K had denied any guilt towards “Dora” which her father didn’t believe. However, “Dora” also told Freud that her father had a relationship with Frau K; during this time, “Dora” confessed that her father was making, then tricking her to have an affair with Herr K because he believed it was correct for a daughter to become a mistress to a friend. According to “Dora” (which is also believed by Freud), Herr K started the sexual advance when she was fourteen 14 years old.
Once he found information on “Dora”, Freud proceeded to treat her, through research and experience; this was completed with eleven weeks (because “Dora” left her therapy sessions, much to Freud’s disappointment). In another case, Dreams and Hysteria, Freud also conducts a dream analysis for “Dora”, in which she recounted two dreams to Freud:
[a] house was on fire. My father was standing beside my bed and woke me up. I dressed quickly. Mother wanted to stop and save her jewel-case; but Father said: ‘I refuse to let myself and my two children be burnt for the sake of your jewel-case.’ We hurried downstairs, and as soon as I was outside I woke up.
I was walking about in a town which I did not know. I saw streets and squares which were strange to me. Then I came into a house where I lived, went to my room, and found a letter from Mother lying there. She wrote saying that as I had left home without my parents’ knowledge she had not wished to write to me to say Father was ill. “Now he is dead, and if you like you can come.” I then went to the station and asked about a hundred times: “Where is the station?” I always got the answer: “Five minutes.” I then saw a thick wood before me which I went into, and there I asked a man whom I met. He said to me: “Two and a half hours more.” He offered to accompany me. But I refused and went alone. I saw the station in front of me and could not reach it. At the same time, I had the unusual feeling of anxiety that one has in dreams when one cannot move forward. Then I was at home. I must have been travelling in the meantime, but I knew nothing about that. I walked into the porter’s lodge, and enquired for our flat. The maidservant opened the door to me and replied that Mother and the others were already at the cemetery.
Reading both dreams, Freud can easily refer to “Dora’s” life, based on the events that have been occurred or waiting to happen. Examples include:
Through these symptoms, Freud was able to identify “Dora’s” jealously of Frau K’s relationship with her father, the mixed feelings towards Herr K, her sexual feelings and memories of the abuse.
But although Freud’s case studies have been questioned, studied, modified and fictionalised through stories and novellas, no one really knows of the happenings between Freud and his patients, which is still high debated to this day.
How Freud’s Theories Continue to live on in the Twenty-First Century?
Psychoanalytic theory has changed over the years. During his lifetime, Freud’s ideas are discussed and analysed as works of literature. However, his theories and treatment of his patients are still debated today, since no one really knows what happened during this process.
Despite this, Freud (through his work) had changed how we recognise human behaviour. He was the first to insight the inner selves of human beings, and though this, he opened new doors towards ways we study and think of our inner and outer selves; Freud’s psychoanalytic theories and special importance on the unconscious gave ways to shape years of pain staking research. Even his work helped traumatised soldiers during the First World War.
Today, Freud’s studies are covered in most categories/careers we know and do including sociology, heath, and care, literature and drama. His theories have also inspired literacy critics alike including:
In conclusion, I feel that Sigmund Freud and his works inspired the next generation of theorists, performers, nurses and sociologists alike. Freud has proved to show that there’s more to a people than we think. Without the findings, stories of his patients, and Freud’s own accounts, we would have never known the spirituality, emotions and inner feelings of the human body. As a student in a performing arts school and a passionate writer, Freud’s findings prove to be extremely useful for developing characters for the stage, screen, stories and poems. It shows that not all characters, story lines and poems can share the same inner feelings (for example, Lisa Simpson from The Simpsons, is sad all the time because she feels utterly miserable for no reason).
Reading Freud’s theories, especially “Dora’s” case, has taught me that every person (in the real and fictional words through novels, television, stage, etc.) desires to want they wish for, what holds them back and how they could achieve them. I believe Freud is the master of dreams and inner feelings towards his patients; he has used clever meanings of dreams to describe their lives and situations, like he was a living dream dictionary.
Now, I will treasure Freud’s findings; not only for research, but for personal issues too such as anxiety and dreams. I applauded this great man for his hard work and I hope he’ll be remembered for generations to come.
One afternoon, Midge was downstairs and grooming herself after she spent the morning sleeping in Colin’s bed. When she had finished, Midge thought about what she should do. Why not take a walk around the neighbourhood?
So, Midge went through her cat flap and walked around Queen Elizabeth Street. It was quiet and peaceful; Midge couldn’t hear anything but the chorus of the birds and the silent, cold breeze of the wind.
Suddenly, she heard dogs barking in the distance.
“Where’s that noise coming from?” she said. “ I’m going to investigate”.
After crossing the road, Midge arrived on the bright, green cricket pitch and couldn’t believe her eyes. Everywhere around her, there were dogs. Boxers, Labradors, Poodles and Jack Russell’s. Midge also found Colin, Freddy and Izzy who were taking part in the show too.
“I wonder what’s going on?” she thought.
Midge walked up to greet Freddy and asked him what was happening.
“It’s a dog show”, replied Freddy.
“A dog show, Freddy?” Midge asked. “What’s a ‘dog show’?”
“It’s a special event where dogs and their owners participate in contests and win prizes”, answered Freddy.
“Sounds like fun”, said Midge. “Which categories are you entering?”
“I’m entering the ‘Don’t Eat the Sausage’, ‘Best Dog’, ‘Best Trick’, ‘Waggiest Tail’ and ‘The Dog That the Judge Would Like to Take Home’”.
“Good luck, Freddy”.
Midge left Freddy and continued walking around the arena. Then, she bumped into Izzy. She was talking to Charlie, Sue and Minnie; they were taking part in the show too. Midge asked which contests they were entering.
“I’m entering for “The Most Appealing Eyes”, said Minnie.
“The Dog Who Is Most Like Its Owner”, said Izzy.
“Best Condition”, said Charlie.
That’s because you are hopeless”, snapped Izzy. “No one wants to a loser like you”.
All the dogs, expect Sue howled with laughter. Then, they left her and Midge to find their owners.
“I don’t know Midge”, replied Sue. “Maybe Izzy, Minnie and Charlie are right. What am I good at besides looking after my owner?”
Midge said nothing.
“Exactly: nothing”. Sue walked away in floods of tears.
Poor Sue, thought Midge; she knew how desperately Sue wanted to participate like the other dogs.
The dog show was about to start and Midge went to find a spot to sit. She found one near the ring while, one-by-one, she watched the dogs, their owners and the judges come and go.
Freddy won 1st prize for “The Dog That the Judge would Like to Take Home”, Izzy won 6th place for “The Dog Who Is Most Like Its Owner”, dressing up as a fairy, Minnie came 2nd for “The Most Appealing Eyes” and Charlie received 3rd place for Agility, when his owner put him at the last minute.
Then to Midge’s surprise, Sue entered the ring with her owner, Jim May. She was delighted, “Looks like Sue has found a contest to enter in”, she said.
However, Midge was wrong; standing next to Sue and Jim was a judge, who was dressed very smartly. He was tapping on the microphone to get the audience’s attention. “Ladies and gentleman, May I have your attention please”, he said.
“I normally don’t give out prizes to non-competitors, but I am here to represent a special rosette to Jim May and his dog Sue. While I was judging, I noticed this inspirational pair”.
Then, the judge told the audience the story of Jim, who was blind from birth and diagnosed with autism at a young age. Jim and his family then adopted Sue and it changed his life.
“Their stories have touched my heart”, the judge concluded, “So I hereby give this rosette to Jim and Sue May”. The audience clapped and cheered as Sue and Jim were presented with their special rosette.
“Now I understand”, said Midge. “Sue showed the judge and the audience that winning isn’t everything, but everyone is special”.
But there was one who didn’t agree with the judge’s decision. “That’s not fair”, snapped Izzy. “Sue doesn’t deserve that prize!”
Midge was angry; “You shouldn’t be jealous, Izzy”.
“I don’t care, Midge; I’m better at competing than Sue!”
Suddenly, Midge began to lose her temper. She hissed, and then chased Izzy around the pitch. “That’ll teach you to blow your own trumpet!” she said.
After chasing Izzy, Midge left the dog show. When she arrived back home, Midge walked through the cat flap, climbed up the stairs and jumped back into Colin’s bed.
Midge was about to sleep when she was disturbed by Colin. He picked Midge up and cuddled her in his arms. “Hello, Midge”, said Colin. “I’ve missed you”.
And I missed you, Midge thought cheekily.
Midge snuggled into her owner’s arms, and purred and purred until she fell fast asleep.
“Anything is possible”
As if; I’ve got other stuff to worry about right now than a boring assembly. I mean, what’s the bloody point of planning, or having a future career? I could easily waste my time at University instead of partying all night at the Mango. Getting wasted is fun than reading a long text book.
“Kate”; Sheila, my extremely skinny girlfriend shakes my shoulder to get my attention, “have you thought about going to the career fair?”
“Are you?” I asked, with little interest.
“I am; I’m going during lunch. The fair bets queuing for food in the cafeteria”.
“What’s on the menu?”
“Potatoes, with nothing else. They haven’t got any salad”.
“Sheila, you’re insane”.
“Kate, if I want to be a proper sexy girlfriend for Ed, I have to make an impression”.
Since last term, Sheila has been ‘hanging out’ with Ed Kingfisher. Ed is in the year above us and is studying A level Biology. Sheila can’t get enough of him. To her, Ed’s more than a friend, he is her ‘rock n’ roll doll’. Sheila loves everything about Ed – his strong abs, short black hair, piercing blue eyes and his straight white teeth (his mother is a dentist, so I guess he get’s regular check-ups).
But losing weight from a size ten to a size two isn’t the way to go.
“I’m sure Ed will like you as you are, Sheila”.
“Not while I’m as fat as a whale!” Sheila’s scream was so loud that the whole assembly hall was filled with silence and everyone turned around to face the two of us.
“Sheila Spot and Katherine Guard!” cries Ms Petal; she is our headmistress. Both Sheila and I knew we were in trouble.
“I see you have chosen to interrupt my assembly. I am gravely disappointed in you both; this isn’t how proper, educated students should be. So because of your actions, I’ve decided to give and your entire year after school detention, in the main hall, today”,
Our year wasn’t happy about Ms Petal’s decision; their moans and groans were louder than Sheila’s screams. Ms Petal then double the detention to two days – after school today and after school tomorrow.
“Thanks a lot, Kat!” said ‘Mick the Geek’, a nerdy-looking boy who always the brightest student in Year 12.
To be honest, I was annoyed at my year more than myself. What have they got against detention, even if it’s for two days? And how hard could it be? It’s just basically sitting around and doing nothing. However every time we get a detention, Sheila and I tend to skip it and today was not different. So signora, suckers! Have fun in detention while Sheila and I hit the shops. Not!
At 16 Elizabeth Crescent, lived a cat called Midge. She lived with the Latimer family; there was Dad, Mum and their son, Colin.
Midge is a young cat, with a heart of gold and a friendly personality.
She is also a curious cat, who loves adventure. Sometimes, her curiosity gets her into serious trouble!
But most of all, Midge likes to sleep. Every evening till morning, she would jump up on Colin’s bed and sleep on top of his patchwork quilt, where she dreams of chasing rats and mice. However, sleepy Midge doesn’t like waking up in the mornings. Instead, she prefers to snuggle down on the quilt.
One morning, Midge was rudely woken by the sound of Colin searching his room. She got up, stretched, yawning and sat upright. Midge saw that Colin was in a hurry.
“I’m going to be late for school”. He cried. “Where did I put these conkers?”
Midge couldn’t stand the noise! “I need to find somewhere else to sleep”, she said.
She found Colin’s book bag on the floor. “This will do, purr-fectly”, Midge said happily.
She leapt from the bed, walked towards the bag and crawled inside.
There wasn’t much room for Midge to curl up and sleep. Inside, she was squashed between Colin’s pencil case, homework diary and school books. “It’s better than nothing”, Midge said, before she went back to sleep.
Colin found his conkers and placed them in his trouser pocket. Then, he collected his bag and headed off to school.
However, he didn’t notice Midge’s tail which was sticking out of the bag.
Colin arrived at school and begun to settle in. He sat at a desk with Elizabeth Harris, Toby Times, Maggie Johnson and Jane McPherson. Their teacher, Miss Chiltern started the day with Literacy.
“Now children”, said Miss Chiltern, “I presume you have learned your words for your spelling test today”.
The children said nothing.
Underneath Colin’s desk, Midge woke up from her sleep. She poked her head out of the bag and realised she wasn’t in Colin’s bedroom. She started to panic and began to meow very loudly.
Hearing Midge’s meow, Miss Chiltern’s class turned to the back of the room to see where the noise was coming from.
“Who made that noise?” Miss Chiltern said angrily.
Again, the children said nothing.
“Oh, dear”, Midge said nervously. “If they see me, I will be in trouble”. So, Midge quietly sneaked out of the bag, out of the classroom and explored the building.
Later, Midge returned to the classroom. However, she noticed there was no one in the room. “Where did they go?” she said.
Then, she heard the door opening; Miss Chiltern and the children were returning from their P.E lesson.
In a panic, Midge hid underneath Miss Chiltern’s desk.
“Now, children”, Miss Chiltern said, “We have thirty minutes until lunch time. So, it’s time for ‘Show and Tell’. I want everyone to take out the—their—” Miss Chiltern sneezed and sneezed and sneezed.
“I do apologise”, she said but in the middle of her sneezing, she stood on Midge’s tail.
The tabby cat shrieked, causing the entire class to jump.
“Who made that dreadful noise?” Miss Chiltern asked. She turned to face Colin.
“No, Miss. I didn’t do it, I swear”, he replied.
“I hope you’re not lying. If you are, I’ll have to report you to the headmaster”.
“Look!” cried Elizabeth Harris. The whole class turned to look at Miss Chiltern’s desk.
There sat Midge; she was happy to see Colin. Colin wasn’t happy to see Midge.
“Whose cat is this?” Miss Chiltern asked. “Tell me now; I’m allergic to cats”.
“She’s mine, Miss”, replied Colin. “ I’m really sorry; I don’t know how she got here”.
“You know the school doesn’t allow pets”, Miss Chiltern said. “Since you have brought her to school, I would like you to give a class talk about your cat for our show and tell lesson”.
Colin stood in front of the class and began to speak, with Midge in his arms. “This is my cat, Midge”, said Colin. “ I’ve had her for three years now. She used to be my Nan’s cat but when my Nan died; Midge came to live with us. I love Midge; she’s my best friend.
“Midge is friendly with children and loves an adventure as I discovered today.
“I wouldn’t trade Midge for anything, not even for a set of cards. I hope she will live forever and ever. Thank you”.
Colin’s classmates clapped their hands but Miss Chiltern wasn’t so pleased.
“Well, Colin”, she said, “Your classmates loved your presentation. I think you deserve a gold star”. Miss Chiltern placed the star on Colin’s school jumper.
“What about me?” Midge thought. “Don’t I get a sticky thing too?”
Miss Chiltern ignored the tabby cat.
“I guess not”, thought Midge.
But Miss Chiltern secretly smiled at Colin as he stroked his cat, who purred, and purred, and purred.
When they got home, Colin told his parents about his day and what happened at ‘Show and Tell’.
“Well, well”, said Dad. “I think we have to keep an eye on Midge from now on. “You were lucky not to be reported to the headmaster; otherwise you would have been in real trouble”.
“Yes”, Colin said, “but Midge did make Miss Chiltern sneeze. You showed her, didn’t you, Midge?”
But Midge had drifted off to drunk the bowl of milk Mum had put down for her. “This is delicious”, she thought.
Then, Midge went upstairs and fell fast asleep on Colin’s bed.