Waiting For A Rainbow: Catching Dreams – 26th May 2015

Bucket List

  • Participate In An Open Mic Night
  • Practise and Travel Independently
  • Go On More Holidays (Local and Aboard)
  • Do Driving Theory and Test
  • Look For Voluntary Weekend Jobs
  • Sign Up For Activities/Volunteer Jobs
  • Talk More Openly About Anxiety Issues
  • Make Sure to Return Library Books on Time
  • Go To Bed At An Earlier Time, Rather than Later
  • Complete Kat Ashley Novel
  • Help Around the House More
  • Do More Drawing and Photography and Zentangles
  • Plan for the Future; Look into Independent Living, Work Places, etc.
  • Work on Anxiety, Drama and Vocal Exercises
  • Cut Down on Fizzy Drinks
  • Study Extra Hard at Drama School
  • Do More Yoga or Mediation
  • Open Up My Imagination A Bit More
  • Don’t Be Afraid to Say “No”
  • Do More Creative Writing
  • Be A Zoo Keeper For A Day
  • Learn to Play Guitar
  • Be Friendly to Everyone
  • Don’t Be Afraid to Share Ideas with Teachers
  • Do Extra Work with UniversalExtra
  • Practise Sign Language Weekly
  • Cook More
  • Be thankful with What I Have or Got
  • Enjoy Life, As It Is
  • Keep On Believing and Never Stop Dreaming

Tuesday 26th May

I’ve realised that since I wrote my last two entries, I felt a bit guilty. I was being over dramatic, which has made me stressed, and then really upset and I hate being upset. When I get to this level, I go out of control and believe me, it’s not a pretty sight. I had a thought before today; I was maybe too harsh on Stuart. Okay, call me crazy but I’ve been thinking. He’ll be graduating next month and since that’ll happen, I don’t want to end up in a fight or worse. I know what he had done was wrong and this situation made me lose confidence, but that was all in the past. So, I decided that I’ll be kind around and to him for next four weeks. After that, I’ll move on with my life and carry on with my studies at Drama school. It’s for the best; and if I meet someone, at least I’ll trust my inner feelings and decide whether this person is or isn’t right for me.

Anyway aside from that, I had lessons today and I’ll have no more until Monday. Its half-term this week. As for the rest of the week, I’ll properly have a chill, do some homework and work on social stuff, i.e. , look for holidays. It’s going to be fun, fun, fun. 🙂 I hope.

Author: Sez

My name is Sez. I am on the Autistic Spectrum; I was diagnosed when I was two years old. Being Autistic can be tricky; I easily jump into conclusions and miss important skills that are part of my social life. However, my "condition" hasn't stopped me from doing the things I love. I am currently studying Performing Arts at a Drama school in London. I'm a hard worker and a dreamer. Also, I love creative writing and writing lyrics. I'm a keen adventurer and would love to travel the world. I want to take this opportunity to thank you for reading my blog. I hope you enjoy actingmylife. :)

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