Waiting For A Rainbow: Catching Dreams – Tuesday 19th May 2015

Tuesday 19th May

Social life has been crap today. I’m too stressed, upset and confused; I can’t even look at last week’s roses anymore and I had to bin them.

I can’t talk to anyone, not even for advice. I can’t trust myself for speaking to Ann or any of my friends. I feel I want to run away, but I can’t; I’m so afraid to stand up for myself. I just don’t know what to do. Should I write a letter or should I write something down, then talk to him? I don’t know if I can take on this. My mum says that I’m an adult, but inside, I’m just a kid who is longing for advice. Oh my god, I feel like crying again. I don’t know what to do. ūüė•

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Author: Sez

My name is Sez. I am on the Autistic Spectrum; I was diagnosed when I was two years old. Being Autistic can be tricky; I easily jump into conclusions and miss important skills that are part of my social life. However, my "condition" hasn't stopped me from doing the things I love. I am currently studying Performing Arts at a Drama school in London. I'm a hard worker and a dreamer. Also, I love creative writing and writing lyrics. I'm a keen adventurer and would love to travel the world. I want to take this opportunity to thank you for reading my blog. I hope you enjoy actingmylife. :)

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